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Friday, January 28, 2005
kissing the sun. you dont have to know. i dont want it out. dont tell me how you feel.. or what you think of me. i dont care... i choose not to. i dont want to know. it's better this way... just let me love you. leaving skool nothing to see here at 9:25 PM {xoxo} Wednesday, January 26, 2005
idiocy causes pride. i want answers.
i long for knowledge, wisdom. all will end in vain... i know. because i never asked. i dont think i ever will. leaving skool nothing to see here at 4:25 AM {xoxo} Friday, January 14, 2005
you and i collide. it's always been you and me...
all you have to do is realize it ... and make a move. leaving skool nothing to see here at 4:35 AM {xoxo} Wednesday, January 05, 2005
i'm giving in. when i was younger, i used to pray to God that when i'm a little older somehow, i would learn to embrace the odds. I begged a higher power for deliverance to just be in full abandon; let loose... have fun, enjoy without resistance and be rid of inhibitions, whenever i choose. I have longed to be saved. Thank god i was found by you. You can have all of me... but then will i ever have you? I'm confused by all of this... this uncanny relationship. I'm blinded by the surrealness, i've never been more at ease. Does it even mean anything? I've seen you in a different light. I know it couldnt get any worse. Your words give me delight... saying things will just take its course. we are the like that seems not to care and the kind that wouldnt conform but we yearn for love just like everybody else yet will always be a special sort. I love how you're so real... that you're just so honest with who are. Being with you makes me feel so free, you seem so near yet so far. I'm happy the way we are, whatever this thing is... it's joyful to mean everything to you for an hour, continually wishing i would stay in eternal bliss. I may not be ideal, nor the epitome of 'your' girl next door... i may not know what's best for you but oh i could be so much more... you haven't seen all i could do. I can be the one you're looking for. If you just take the time... i could show you all unworldly wonders; whatever it takes to make you mine. You and me against the world... it's completely inevitable. Twin souls torn apart by fate and birthrite, coming together to see what's in store. May it be an unguided passion, a certain lust for life; freedom, assurance, wisdom and total abandonment... or love; in all it's beauty is just an understatement. But i dont want you... NOT LIKE THAT. I just really enjoy your company and i love the way you looked at me. Even if it didnt mean anything... i dont want it to be more. (or do i?) i'm not expecting anything. (though i'm intrigued) i dont want it gone though ... this indescribable feeling. You're such a mystery. leaving skool nothing to see here at 6:05 PM {xoxo} |
 i like goin out with friends and traveling.. you cant expect me to stay in one place for a long time. i'm a soccer player and i'm 16 yrs old. i have a cd collection and i love music. 
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